You used to be the only thing on my mind. I would think about you 24/7, hoping you’d think of me for just a second. I’d wish for you at every 11:11, and I’d never miss one. I’d purposely walk a certain way to class hoping to see you, I’d even walk slowly sometimes. I’d come home and play a 33 song playlist every single day and just cry. I’d re-read our texts every night before bed and try to figure out where we went wrong. And now, you barely ever cross my mind, and when you do I’m thinking about how much time I wasted on you. I don’t wish for you at any 11:11, instead I wish for the happiness that you took from me back. I purposely walk a certain way to class hoping to avoid you, and I walk faster when I see you and look away. I come home and listen to happy song, none that remind me of you. I deleted all your stupid texts and try to figure out how you could be so selfish and mean. There was a time when I thought you were “the one”, and that I’d never find someone like you ever again. And now every time I look at you I can’t seem to understand what was going on when my heart decided to fall for you of all people. I’m so happy that I can finally say I’m over you and actually mean it this time. You’re dead to me and I’m never letting you back in my life. I know I’ve said it a thousand times before but this time it’s different. I just hope one day you look back realize maybe we could’ve been something really special.

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